never thot i'll have a blog... not until the day dear waiyee sat down beside me and said "i'll create a blog for you", laid hold of my mouse and started clicking away (and i haven't even responded i think)... and here we are, my blog.
apprenhensive at first.. i had thots such as "what's a 30 year old doing w a blog?" but oh well, even the president of Iran has one... not too old to possess one then...
despite the lighthearted start to this, it is not descriptive of thots and feelings at hand... various multiple issues to be dealt with. issues to do with anger, bitterness and a critical spirit... issues to do with worries and anxiety. the search for a house has finally come to an end... am not elated tho.. ain't i hard to please. fulfillment of my longing and yet am not above the world... reason? a sudden realization of a big responsibility. not that i didn't know better before. just that things doesn't seem to dawn fully upon you til it is fulfilled. exactly what's happening to me now... nevertheless, am thankful to the Lord for giving us this house...
other cause of concern... my job. contract ends this year... came across an area of interst while searching. Beyond Social Services has a program called "Babes".. no, it does not deal with pigs, pork, pretty girls or the like.. it is so called becos it is a program for teenage unwed mothers and unwanted babies.. a heart breaking job actually. am gonna find out more...
tho these cloud my mind at times, there're still many things to thank God for... mon was a good time with dad and mom with vinc... had a good talk with yanheng ytd... vinc managed to have a change of perspective about job, God teaching him to be faithful in small matters...
God is most glorified when we are most satisfied in Him
Tuesday, August 22, 2006